I don't know why, but I feel so glad when I know the first blog was blocked. Nothing precious there. Just a bunch of my feelings in form of text. Moreover, my writing is still 'alay', 'muter-muter'. Some of the topic are hard to understand. Too complicated. Though there are few, either one or two posts, that I regard as my masterpiece. But, it's blocked. Nothing I can do.
And I have another reason. New year is getting closer. Block the old blog, means I have to throw away some memories, which most of them consist a few percent of 'galau'. Seriously, 2012 is such a hard year for my mind. Some people maybe think that, 'galau adalah masalah yang sepele'. But for those people, especially in my age, it's so hard to keep your chin up while you think about your (impossible) crush. Every teenagers knows it.
So instead of keep 'menggalau', I decided to make a new blog, with some resolutions. Maybe it's too early, but I can't stand to write it. It's time to make a new history, brah.
#1 Gonna save and manage my own money.
To fulfill my entertainment needs (cinemas/books/magazines/music albums/upcoming concerts), and buy new apparel. And if it's possible, I wanna buy a new cellphone. No, it must be possible.
#2 Chase my future.
I've promised to myself that I want to continue my study to University (of Indonesia), with a friend. For 'SNMPTN undangan', for our parents, we're ready to study harder! I'm gonna give all of my thoughts, time, and energy to reach it. I will put my dream 5 cm in front of my forehead so it would be easy for me to chase it. << korban film. 'Galau less, study more'. Really, I have to
2013 is just a week from now, guys. Make sure that you have yourself ready! :)
"UI udah nunggu di Depok, kita tinggal lari buat ngejarnya. Tapi banyak bebatuan,
tanjakan, dan tikungan tajam, hati-hati."
tanjakan, dan tikungan tajam, hati-hati."
Aulia K. Fajri & Shafira Fauzia
UI 2014.
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